"yeah some say it's a blessing, some say it's a curse"

i say that we should forget everything and meet again.


one day i'm going to stop thinking in "i's" and "we's" and start thinking in "them's" and "no-one's". it might be easier to understand everything if i remove myself from within it. someone once told me that looking at a clock in a mirror will make everything seem fuzzier, but it's that fuzziness that keeps me going; clarity will only set me back another 49245972497245 minutes before i realise what i realised is what i tried to erase.
(by the way, i see the clock as 10:10 when i look at it; the numbers matching like that makes me happy)

honey, this is not a curse (being with you), it's a blessing.
(and i knew i wouldn't study)