figurines that glow

i'm happy that you're happy that i'm sad.
making someone else happy really does give someone that unexplicable sense of joy.
you know that one that everyone describes as 'charity' ?
yeah, that.

i'm really hoping that all the good things that happen to me aren't karma but luck.
and that every emotion that runs through my mind is actually there and not something that's going to leave me after only a few moments.
i'm trying to capture the feeling that i got when i first met you.
but
it's
not
happening.
maybe pretending i'd never met you and seeing you again
would bring it back ?