your face is a lamp post

why do i feel like crying every time you look at someone else?
it's not like we're together or anything
but
maybe
it's just the fact that i'm right here and you still don't see me
[whoa that was deep]
i'm seeing sunshine, lollypops and rainbows but they're all in monotone
so
i
can
never
get
enough
god i wish that you would rescue me from here.
where ever here is

i'm at the bottom of the bottle that's touching your lips.
chokechokechokechokechoke
just joking
i hope you live to see me grow up