it's just a thing i do

everyone in my party has a quirky nature, and i guess it kinda suits.
i saw you somewhere, but i can't remember now. maybe it wasn't that important.
or maybe i didn't want to know you were there.
i can't remember.
big guns make more noise and smaller guns have less power.
which one would you choose?
it's too hard for me.
but if i had to,
i
would
probably
shoot
myself.