i laugh at you boycotting the question

you left me.
with a ________ heart.


that's right. you left me with a ________ heart.
i wish that you didn't, that you wouldn't.
it kinda hurts.
if you can try and imagine gazillions of thick blunt crayons pounding themselves into you, trying to paint your blood all the colours of the rainbow; blue, green, yellow, magenta, orange, navy, indigo.
red.


i'm really sad. i think the only thing i have left is that fucking heart.
thatneverletsmesleepatnightbecauseitremindsmeofyou.


i wish you would look at me.